Thursday, July 20, 2006

the reply

(sorry kung d ko na nabibisita mga blogsite nyo kasi busy ako sa pag gawa ng 4 feet high n penguin at ng ice berg n 3 feet high at pag pipintura and other stuffs. paskil k n lng kung ano ang kinalabasanpagnakaaus na... just readmy postn lng po muna sa baba. pramis babawi din ako sanyo...)

this was the reply to my previous post....

nilagay nya sa comment... wala namn na ako magagawa e....

you saw me. i saw you. you felt hatred about me. you planned to do somethin against me. then you talked to me. i rejected you. you tried again. i welcomed you. we talked. we became friends. then you said you like me. i thanked you. you said you love me. i thanked you for loving me. then you said you want me. but i didn't recognize. time passed by. we talked. we had a walk. we started to know each other. i was able to know almost everything bout you. yet you were able to know just a bit about me. you're still there, waiting. waiting for me... eventually, i started fallin for you. i was discreet. i wanted to be sure. you're still there, waiting.. then time came when i told you i feel the same way too. you were very happy then.. so as i. you..and i..only the two of us. we became lovers. we became one.. but love has just started then when you acted like you were not sure. i asked you what is the problem. you said there's nothing wrong. eventually i came to know. that i was not the kind of person you we're longing for. love stopped from growing. i am too far from being your ideal one. i was not sweet. i didn't show the emotion that i feel. i didn't give enough time for the one i love. i tried to change. i tried to be the deserving. but i wasn't able to. i felt so sorry. i was hurt. im not sure if u were too. you tried to understand. then we continued our journey to the path of love. there were a lot of things involving third persons that hurt me. those things really did hurt me. but i did understand..there were also things, i know, that hurt you. but there were, of course, good things that made me smile and say "thank you for being there. i love you." without too much emotion..maybe because of all the things that had happened, the facts that was just late realized.. that you and i are not for each other. then we parted company. some text messages from me..no talk for a month. in my mind, i know, you have already forgotten all about us.. i was hurt then..i felt bitterness. i felt i was not taken seriously. i just can't think of it. as my heart tells, the things that was previously realized came to reality. some text messages from you came. but now, i have just entered a new love..hoping that it is true. you were here talking to me again. here am i rejecting you again. not because you're a stranger to me, but because our love story has ended..not knowing that you still are expecting for our love to continue. now, you're the one bitter..i feel sorry for that. but don't think i regret it. think that we don't deserve it. the love between the two of us is now a part of my memories. thank you for playing some role in my life. when time comes, let's talk. to fix 'em up. i am still here, always ready to give a part of me for friendship.