i did what should be done
i told what should have been told, but i should have kept quiet
im happy for there is no more pain, but i cause pain in the process
i told the error done but telling it meant worse
i was in the middle of a no escape situation
if i tell, my faith is doomed, if i didn't, i would still die
i dont know where to place myself
i dont know what to do
i just spilled out what is needed to be known
now everything was taken away from me
i did what was right, i told the wrong done
but in turn i lose friends, friends i truly cherish
now im all alone...
now i have no one to run to
yes i have friends but they won't understand
my fear is loosing friends, but it seems im the one doing things to push them away.
i still continue on testing them and on the way, i give them a reason to leave me
now. little by little...
one by one
they all are leaving
and im afraid to be left all alone.