Monday, June 25, 2007

her name was xyla

i was in an exotic place, full of long ebony black hair and goddess faces. it was paradise. i need to explore, i need to experience first hand the beauty that is of such exotic wonders.


i trekked the place of wonders. down the edge of a mountain going to the plain. upon reaching the cleavage of the two enormous mountains, i kissed the land. it was spectacular, the place was enchanting, the top of the mountains gave a faint glow of lightness enough to take your breathe away.

i journeyed the planes until reaching the desert of white snow. the sand was fine and so smooth, not a hint of coarseness, i saw a pit, so clean, not so deep, but it was enchanting. the ground seem to move a little as i played with the pit, it was no oasis but damn it was more to my pleasure to have been there.

i then continued the trail i was journeying. i remembered one local who told me i have not visited there sacred place with out visiting the canyons right after the jungle. so i i tried my best to reach the said sacred ground.

i have reached the jungle, smell of the crass growing gave a little ecstasy. the trees above showed little light from the moon. it was night, yes it was night, just like what i have heard, it best to see the wonder and feel the pleasure at night. i continued my journey, a little pause on the way but give a little thrill to my journey.

now i continue my walk, with a grin on my face.

i arrived at the spot that gives much happiness, there it was, the canyon. such beauty, such pleasure as i saw it. it gave my body a tingle and made me stand erect to see more of what it has to offer. the locals say i need to taste to spring of ecstasy and penetrate the caves below the canyon.

i went down and dived myself in the spring of ecstasy, such pure pleasure. now i am to enter the caves of virginity, as the locals call it. i stood up, readied myself and plunge my whole self in. it was the best, like indulging my self in everything good. and at the last minute, as i was about to give out my best "awwww" i encountered nirvana.

it was the best experience for me.

and as i returned to the main town of silk long hair, i asked, what was the name of the place

she told me it was xyla.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

para sanyo

hay...

bakit ganun. ginawa ko na ang lahat ng magagawa ko

pero pilit paring akong inilalayo ng mga taong iyong

buong puso ko ng hiningi ang kanilang paumahin. kanilang patawad

nagpakumbaba

pinakita ang sinseridad.

pero bakit ganun?

bakit ganun at sadyang ayaw nila ako bigyan ng pagkakataon

inamin ko na mali ang ginawa ko

pilit ko ng ginawa ang lahat pero aun

wala ayaw nila makipag usap

ayoko lang kasi ng me kaaway o me galit skain kaya mag papakumbaba ako para naman mapatawad ako.

pero ayaw nila.

lalo tuloy akong nalalayo sa kasabayan ko

ewan

naghahanap lng nmn ng kaibigan.

patawad na kasi

sorry na parang awa na. ano pa ba ang gusto nyong gawin ko?

ano pa ang gusto nyong gawin ko para mapatawad nyo ko

gagawin k na lah ng makakaya ko

Friday, June 08, 2007

para sa iyo

sisisihin ko ba ang sarili ko sa iyong pag kawala?

sisisihin ko ba ang sarili kaya kaw ay nag tatago sa tao

hindi

dahil una sa lahat ako ay hinamon mo

ngayon kinagat ko ang hamon mo, kaw ang natatakot

kaw ang nag tatago saakin

ayos na ang lahat

pero bakitbiglang nag bago?

isa ka bang superhero?

hirap mong intindihin

isa ka ngang babae

ang hirap abutin

ano ba dapat kong gawin?

ngayon inaantabayanan ng lahat ang iyong pag babalik

ano ang aking kalalagyan

ang gulo

ang gulo

ang gulo

basta ikaw na ang bahala sa lahat

kung ano gusto mo duon na lang ako

pero

pero

pero

paliwanagan mo naman ako