realization

i have been both a success and a disaster

i have been committed and reluctant

i have given my all and given nothing at all

i have been a cause of failure and a cause of success

i am proud but i am shy

i am who i am, but my identity to myself is unknown

help me but let me do it myself

for i need you, in a sense i wont rely on you for everything

thank you to my orgs, i have learned my limits, now i know